Somebody Else

I'm a liar when I say I don't know your face
I see it in my brain every time I close my eyes, I can't get away
And there's no better way to say that I'm not going with you
But I can't help it, I go crazy over everything you do

But I've found that it's easier to pretend
That we never really were more than friends
But if I can't say it to myself
I'll never say it to somebody else
You never really kept me awake
And I saw that all of it was a mistake
But if I can't say it to myself
I'll never say it to somebody else

I'm a liar if I said I know your name
I hear it in my brain every time I close my eyes, I can't get away
And I try to forget the calls at 2AM
You'd call me
We'd talk for hours in the middle of the night
It felt like it meant something
But it all meant nothing, right?
It all meant nothing
Okay

But I've found that it's easier to pretend
That we never really were more than friends
But if I can't say it to myself
I'll never say it to somebody else
You never really kept me awake
And I saw that all of it was a mistake
But if I can't say it to myself
I'll never say it to somebody else, else