Solo

Man, maybe I need to break that lonely mold
I feel when pushing the industry, it's a lonely road
I'll only know truly when I get to the end of the tunnel
I've surely grown but being on my own is all I only know
Having girls is fun, and that's a sure escape
But is it worth all the pressure and stress that's at your stake?
I don't know cos personally I've sacrificed and risked everything before
When I shoulda been contemplating how to see more on tour
I'm taking a break and when I come back I'm hoping I'm complete, see
Hard to be me whether or not you'll get a mixtape or EP
Starting to get a grasp and I'm hoping I won't let go
Too fucking afraid of death, cling on to life so it don't get old
Music is the only thing I really need to focus on
Being a recluse ain't an issue for me, I could do that solo bond
Some of my dawgs are too scared on their own of being alone
I can understand, admittedly that's the way I am with my songs
But
I've been seeing my throne, for far too long now
I got boys coming for my throat, cos of my songs now, need to calm down
I think I need to gather myself, for the times when I juggle my thoughts
I would rather die now, nah fuck all that cos I've been a juggernaut
Young man, going ham with a different plan
I'mma be in demand, shaking hands, just because I can
Tell Hopsin I be doing this often
And I ain't stopping till pockets are popping like Andy Milonakis and damn
Please tell me another rapper fucking with my flow
And don't be talking about bars, cos I got those, by the boat load
I've been so low, hence the reason I've been solo for so long
You wouldn't know mental pain if it hit you with a baton
I never put it in lyrics solely for empathy
I only do it so more material can come to me
Even if I get no support from anyone in my hometown
It don't matter cos I'ma remain with ten toes on the soiled ground
I know I said this priorly, way further down back in the track
I hope you choose to stick with me, there's an EP when I get back