Solitude

If anybody asks I am to be left alone
Alone from all of you and to the rest of the world
There is a difference from lonely and alone
To fill the empty void in your soul
But can't I find happiness in myself?
Intrinsically self sustainable
Emotionally free and available
The brain replaced by the ego
Trapped in illusionary selfish world
Constantly judging and falling short, always
The mind will never stop replaying the past
The constant background static
That perpetuates painfully all that I lack

"True salvation is a state of freedom, of freedom from fear
From a perceived state of lack, insufficiency;
Therefore from all wanting needing
Grasping and clinging"

You see time as a the means to salvation
Whereas in truth it is the greatest obstacle to salvation
You see time as a the means to salvation
Whereas in truth it is the greatest obstacle to salvation

The visions that I've seen are merely pipe dreams
Of a god or a lack thereof
But what is salvation but a dream of a god or lack thereof
All the hallucinations, all of the time I've spent alone
Provide pain and sorrow followed by euphoria

Just like I came into this world
All by myself, I will leave here
Just like I came into this world
All by myself, I will leave here
Just like I came into this world
All by myself, I will leave here
Just like I came into this world
All by myself, I will leave here

Just like I came into, into this world
All by myself, I will leave, I will leave here

The past cannot survive in your presence
It can only survive in your absence