Solace

[Intro (Carla.)]
Six years of age thought Micheal Jackson was gay
Could relate to the same I thought my gender would change
Momma told me "no way" so what would suppress out this phase
Dangerous, paved on my roads till this day
Kindergarten was Mia, 3rd there was Felicia
No GOAT coulda topped my fever, love was how I perceived her
I would remain the same through my grades, crushes on teachers and when they yell out Benz or Bentley I had eyes for the Beamer
15 years later, 5pm I'm making some breakfast
Me and Momma had a conversation bout our perception
Don't mean to overstep but, I'm your momma I love ya
No matter what you say, I'll accept and nothing's changed
Told her I'm open to all and if they don't accept me then I'll just drop the ball
I'm more about the energies than sexualities call
Not a boy over a girl but I'm loving her thoughts

[Verse 1 (Midnight Jaguar)]
Slip knot, slip knot, I don't wanna die
All this soul searching feels like extra exercise
Yeezy, Ocean, camera lenses keeping me alive
Got a zombie driving hurst's for the ego's that've died
Rest in peace to X and all the friends I had to cut cuz they only cared about the paper that I gave with paper cuts
Thought about doing acid on the back deck
Thought about doing acid flips on the back deck
This year learned a couple secrets, secrets, secrets
Learned my best friends kissing men that's a secrets, secret
Guess he knows now, that's a secret I've been keeping
Cuz I know he's in love gotta keep the peace he's bleeding, bleeding

[Chorus]
I met a soul attached my soul my god didn't exist yeah
Two teenagers experimenting with spirits and bliss yeah

[Verse 2]
Don't let me fall just wait for me
Virginia is cold, serotonin low
My mother needs her bills paid
My father needs closure
My brothers need my arms

[Chorus]
I met a soul attached my soul my god didn't exist yeah
Two teenagers experimenting with spirits and bliss yeah

[Bridge]
Open my eyes Fourth of July
I can hear the fireworks, I can hear them coming in
Open my eyes Fourth of July
I can hear the fireworks, I can hear them coming in

[Outro (Tom Verberne)]
Sunset secrets
Saw your deepest tonight
They been trapped inside
Imaginary walls where they hide
Never seen the light or a pair of ears with the time
Meet them sweetly, ain't been like that previously
But that's the luck
That you're free to love
Such a pretty sight for your eyes
Behind the tears that they cry
Pretty thoughts fill your mind