Soil

(I promise I'm still growing)
I don't think I wanna be friends with the voice in my head
I don't like what it says anymore
I don't wanna relive the mistakes that I made in the past
I'm not gonna look back anymore

But who knows, who knows
Where the time really goes
Felt the highs and the lows

Give my life, give my soul
Buried deep, six below
In the soil's where you grow

I don't wanna live my life
I don't wanna live my life
If I gotta live my life
Without you

So right before I say goodbye
Convince mysеlf that it's all lies
Promise I won't let lovе die
Without you

Thinking bout the old days
When we used to waste time
Remember how it felt
With my hand on your waste-line
Now I'm counting on the drugs
To keep me at a baseline
And covering my face
While we talking on a FaceTime

Reflections are unclear
I can't find myself
Tryna hide my fear
Inside of someone else
And all of the mistakes
That I never dealt with
Don't when I changed
And became so selfish

I give advice that I won't take myself
Daily fight against my mental health
Shoot a smile cuz I'm overwhelmed
(I don't wanna show my feelings to ya)

Tried rejecting this reality
Guess I'm just another casualty
(Where did I go)
Ooh, somebody help

(Is it Too Late?)