When I was a little kid, my dad would never let me grow my hair out
I always wanted long hair, he said, "No, no son of mine is leaving the house looking like no girl"
Now, I'm twenty-four years old and I got B-cups
I can remember back in 2015 when I started presenting as female
Some kid on my community college campus came up to me and he said, "Yo, can I ask why you're dressed like that?"
And I said, "Oh, yeah, I make electronic music"
One time when I was about four years old, my dad was trying to get me to eat rice for the first time
I didn't like the way that it felt in my mouth and I gagged and regurgitated it and then, he got so pissed, he fucking yelled at me, and he fucking made me eat that shit a second time
He made eat my own fucking vomit
Shit was fucked up
Years later, my garbage disposal broke in my house and I went downstairs to help my roommate's fix it and there was just mushy fucking globs of rice all over the floor and suddenly, I started feeling like I was in severe danger and I was like what the fuck is happening to me?
And then, it donned on me that I'm fucking traumatized and soggy rice is my trigger
Soggy Rice was written by 4lung.
Soggy Rice was produced by 4lung.
4lung released Soggy Rice on Mon Oct 01 2018.