Socialize

[Verse]
Recently I’ve been avid in my mind
Like it’s 4th down, Quarterback, game is on the line
And I sigh cause I know anxiety prevent the shine
I just need a little more time
Cause I really don’t know
If i’m ready to grow old
No mo, 2K or Madden with bro bros
Its driving me loco
The thought of it all
Starting a family but ain't my homies involved
Over the last year or so
Been more time on the road
And then now I just ask like where did it go
Like where do I go from here
It ain’t always clear
Just want to sit with my teachеrs
Like why they ain't teach us
That growin old mеans half of friends gonna leave us
Other half might stick around for a while
But a while is the length since ive seen em around
(Damn)
Make it make sense
After high school how we supposed to make friends?
I dont see you every day, how am I supposed to make amends
You dont see me every day, so you ain't gotta pretend

[Hook]
I just want to socialize
Maybe get high
Talk about life and drink
Cause Im feeling alone tonight
Looking at the sky
The stars like that might be me
I just want to socialize
Ain't gotta get high
Maybe just sit and think
Am I doing it wrong or right
This shit we call life
Guess we gone wait and see
It all

[Verse]
Life is simple ‘til one day it gets complicated
And no matter what you do it keeps movin’ on
I never knew that a few of my best years had faded
Til one day I realized I was spending them wrong
Wasted days locked inside trying to get my head right when i should have been spending them
Doing something I remember with people i love not regretting them
Now i’m stuck in a loop and I don’t know if I will get out of it
Life gets so crazy I lose all the sight of the simple shit (damn)
Maybe one day my feelings will be my new normal
But I guess until then i’ll just keep feeling weird
Everybody expects me to act like an adult
23 in my head I still feel like a kid

[Outro]