Social

I know I'm too emotional
And I'm not that social
I wanna' brag but I ain't boastful
I just stay to myself
(I love you desu)
I'm used to being ignored
I try to speak but I feel forced
I shouldn't work this ain't a chore
I just don't talk anymore

A new day a new expression
Everyday I learn my lesson
Fake smile real sadness
I feel this life shit full of madness
I rather feel than see my pain
This shit is overly insane
I rather yell than use my brain
There's no space left anyway

(You know what you're fucking doing, you don't fucking love me, you love being loved)

I know I'm too emotional
And I'm not that social
I wanna' brag but I ain't boastful
I just stay to myself
I'm used to being ignored
I try to speak but I feel forced
I shouldn't work this ain't a chore
I just don't talk anymore

I feel the pain right at the core
What am I living for
My life is a story like a lore
Never ending evermore
I walk pass people kindly
I feel them saying shit behind me
And I thought they didn't mind me
I pray for someone to just blind me

I rather feel than see my pain
This shit is overly insane
I rather yell than use my brain
There's no space left anyway

(You're a greedy whore who just sucks the life out of people)
(And it fucking hurts Jules)
(No you don't, you fuckin left me, when I fucking needed you)

I know I'm too emotional
And I'm not that social
I wanna' brag but I ain't boastful
I just stay to myself
I'm used to being ignored
I try to speak but I feel forced
I shouldn't work this ain't a chore
I just don't talk anymore