Soccer Team

[Verse 1]
I get too obsessed
Thinking 'bout what I should wear
Sometimes I don't give a fuck
I'm afraid I talk too much
Threw my mirror on the floor
'Cause it made me insecure
Mmm-mm, uh

[Pre-Chorus]
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
It's just something I never could get over
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
All of these feelings and I'm swimmin' in 'em

[Chorus]
I'm a little messed up
No, my truth may not be beautiful
But I'vе never been 'bout visuals
Don't care 'bout counting crеdit cards
Or picket-fenced white boulevards
It may not be pretty, but it's real
That's just how I feel

[Post Chorus]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel

[Verse 2]
I get too caught up
Like when I think I'm not enough
Sometimes I don't go to bed
I'm sick of livin' in my head (in my head)
Swimming pools; they make me nauseous
Magazines make me self-conscious
Don't wanna be sad forever
But life's not getting any better now

[Pre-Chorus]
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
It's just something I never could get over
(Something I never could get over)
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
All of these feelings and I'm swimmin' in 'em

[Chorus]
I'm a little messed up
No, my truth may not be beautiful
But I've never been 'bout visuals
Don't care 'bout counting credit cards
Or picket-fenced white boulevards
It may not be pretty, but it's real
That's just how I feel

[Post Chorus]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel

[Chorus]
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
It's just something I never could get over
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
May not be pretty, but it's real
And that's how I feel
I'm just fucking done at this point

[Post Chorus]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel

[Outro]
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
And that's how I feel