Sober

[Chorus]
Time moves slower when i get sober
I never did want you back, but whenever I leave you're pulling me closer
Stuck in the moment, my lens seems out of focus
How can i be mad at it, this life of mine I chose it

[Verse 1]
I keep on calling you, even though I don't need ya
We used to link almost everyday
Now I think we need breathers
Put my trust in this filter, but it won't fill the void that you left
Was just a boy when we met
You helped me stop the noisе in my head
My parents nevеr did like you
Maybe they judged you way too quickly
My backpack smells like teenage spirit
I bet if I'm there you're with me
I know I could turn to the drinks these days
This rum ruining in my kidney
Amnesia or purple haze it's all the same when you kiss me

[Chorus]
Time moves slower when i get sober
I never did want you back, but whenever I leave you're pulling me closer
Stuck in the moment, my lens seems out of focus
How can i be mad at it, this life of mine I chose it

[Verse 2]
I keep on calling you, even thought I don't want you back
Swear I'm better without ya
Only a matter of time till I relapse
I tried to pass off as nonchalant
But you controlled how I felt
You seemed right when things went wrong, that's just the cards I was dealt (I'm folding)
Lick it and fold it, when we ran out of them silvers
Cardboard all in this filter
Had me yearning for something realer
I got disassociation issues around the same time that I met you
Ten for lunch, but I'll buy this food, cuz that's the lengths you push me to (I'm done)

[Chorus]
Time moves slower when i get sober
I never did want you back, but whenever I leave you're pulling me closer
Stuck in the moment, my lens seems out of focus
How can i be mad at it, this life of mine I chose it