Sober

At night I pray for the lord to take my soul without control I'm losing
I, Wanna feel something other than disgust when I see myself
I, Wish that I could be perfect, In my eyes I feel like I'm worthless
Oh god, Oh god, Oh god, where are you
Continuous pain, inside my brain, I'm feeling depressed, I can't think straight
Where are you at
Continuous pain, inside my brain, I'm feeling depressed, I can't think straight
Where are you at

Party and bullshit until the death of me, I wanna forget everything stressing me out
Thots in the telly, kick em out, pass em to the gang they be out
Catch a vibe in the clouds
Yeah, She a fiend for the clout, all her friends want a flick with me now
But they can't get around, fake friends been weeded out, good chronic all around
Mind breaking down, damn this liquor got the best of me, pill popping for the remedy
Nobody checking me, fuck the ops and the enemies, dodging the shots that they sending me
These, drugs make me feel better, keeping my head up, stuck in my ways give a fuck bout who fed up

Lights, camera, action, action
Roll up, light it, ash it, ash it
Lights, camera, action, action
Roll up, light it, pass it, pass it

Pass the dutchie pon the left hand side
Pass the dutchie pon the left hand side
Pass the dutchie pon the left hand side
Whenever I'm sober I don't wanna be alive