‍sober

[Intro]
I was doing great yesterday and then we ran out of sparkling water
I tried to play it off like it didn't piss me off more than it did, but it did
And then my cat ran out of food, so he went and ate food out of the other cat's bowl which is like a whole thing
But honestly, I- *cough* I feel like I can kind of relate?
I don't know what that means

[Chorus]
I feel so good now that I'm sober
I swear I'm not so bored that I'm huffing paint pens
Just thinking about it
And sneaking through back rooms
Soliciting coke heads, I need to breathe
Just leave me alone

Yeah I feel so good now that I'm sober
I swear I'm not so bored that I'm shooting black tar
I miss sniffing horse medication with fakе friends
And counting the weekdays, I need to breathе
Just leave me alone

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I sleep through the day
Don't mind me when I do
I'm just crumbling under the weight
Don't need you, I don't need you
'Cause everyone is a different thing
I promise that I wouldn't do it without telling you
To find me under the waves
Where everything is blue

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
Take me back to the menagerie, my god I miss it
(Oh, how I miss it)
They told me when I got older I'd get it out my system
(Out my system)
Too far down the river to behave animalistically
I wish to live aquatically, I'll take this broken bottle
And carve myself some gills so I can breathe under the water
I'd rather blow my head off than end up like how my father did
Paint a pretty picture on the motherfucking walls with it
When they find me I hope my gray matter goes with the interior

[Chorus]
I feel so good now that I'm sober
I swear I'm not so bored that I'm huffing paint pens
Just thinking about it
Sneaking through back rooms
Soliciting coke heads, I need to breathe
Just leave me alone

Yeah I feel so good, we should get fucked up
It's okay to fuck up 'cause we're all in a matrix
That's why I'm wasted, I swear that I'm different
I promise I'm changing, I need to breathe
Just leave me alone