SOAR

[Verse]
My heart has been tormented, but broken? It will never be
To be defeated and still living is not alive to me
Why am I living so fast? Without you, I'm still in the past
They think it's easy to relate, there's only so much I can stand
My hands shake when I write about you
My voice does more when I read it
There is a parasite in my mind, I hear your voice and you breathing
Used to wake and feel so dead, now all day, I see your face
And feel you pound in my head, I need more patience instead
I need you right next to me when I wake
Let's count the pills that I take at night, to sleep, not to break
I need you, you are everywhere I look
If I give up one day then I want you to come too
So fuck distance, I'm just breaking, fuck distance, I'll say it again
Fuck people, fuck everybody, this situation that I'm in
I can't relate to you fuckheads, how can you relate to me?
But really, I just need to chill, I'm thankful for everything
I never thought I had a purpose until now
Keep in mind that every time I see you, I'll be crying
'Cause I will be born again, thank you for giving me life
I could get my bones broken
But my heart was too strong and now it's yours
And now it's yours