So What

I’m out of love but there’s so much to say
Keep spending more than the money I made
On moments of bliss
A fair exchange just to lose my innocence

Since when did all my friends get more famous than me
I should’ve dated a celebrity
A little common sense

Why should I change when it’s natural to resist
You sell my pain and pretend like I don’t exist

I gotta make my bed
I can’t rely on you

So what if I do
So what if I do
So what if I do
What if I do
What if I do

So what else
Someone else with you
Someone else with you

I might take a bath in the river of Jordan
You tell me to relax
Is it really important

Lessons from the past
But I'm from the future (?)
But I guess I'm still new here
I look like a tourist

I remember that
But there's something about you that I wish I could describe but I'm not allowed to

Settling aside
Is it with or without you
What else can I try when I'm still around to
When I'm still around to