​so so scary

My heart's racing everytime I wake up
From the nightmares I've had, from all the fake love
Life's so so scary
It's so so scary
I try to talk to ones who love me most
But I can't help but feel like a burden though
Talking's so so scary
Life's so so scary
So many friendships I've had in my life
Every single one I've had to say bye bye to
Am I just the worst dude?
Everyday I try to battle myself
Pick up a fight then revive by nobody else
There's so much weight I'm holding on top of me
I'm so tired mentally
My heart's racing everytime I wake up
From the nightmares I've had, from all the fake love
Life's so so scary
It's so so scary
I try to talk to ones who love me most
But I can't help but feel like a burden though
Talking's so so scary
Life's so so scary
There's been so many times I thought of doom
My life really ended way too soon
Just so unhappy with my own body
I hate who I've become all these years
Everyday feels the same, can I just disappear
I just wanna be happy
I just want someone to love me
Baby
My heart's racing everytime I wake up
From the nightmares I've had, from all the fake love
Life's so so scary
It's so so scary
I try to talk to ones who love me most
But I can't help but feel like a burden though
Talking's so so scary
Life's so so scary
It's so scary
Life's so so scary
It's so scary, oh oh
Life's so scary, scary
Someone save me, save me
Wanna be saved by somebody
Life's so scary