So Selfish {Jan. 13th 2016}

[Intro]

You have poured so many memories into me
Given me so much, that I feel like I'm about to overflow

Day 108

[Verse 1: AkinG Kalld Pedro]

This all feels like deja vu
How did I get stuck with you
Some days I sit back and think
What's the chance to have better blues
I think you need to see a shrink
But I'm the person with the sick issues
I've noticed more vomit by sink
I think it's time for you to leave
I know it's hard to explain
Why I have so much rage
I've inflicted so much pain
To you and me I'm falling I'm falling
Into a depth that's crawling and crawling
With my worst nightmares and some fears
That's hauling my faith
And stalling my weight
Indulging all of this hate

[Hook: AkinG Kalld Pedro & Serenity Karima]

I know I'm selfish
But I can't help it
I keep on staring at this blank page
What can I say when I feel ashamed
I feel weak and so much self-hate
Maybe you're killing my faith
Oh I'm selfish
But I can't help it (I can't help it)
I keep on staring at you in the worst way
What can I say when I feel ashamed
I feel weak and so much self-hate
Baby, you're killing my faith

[Verse 2: AkinG Kalld Pedro]

I'm clueless and so confused
12:02 as we wait in this room
Another night to proclaim I'm a fool
These hospital walls are too attuned
To my stupid mental abuse
I never knew you were so unstable
I would've took those pills off the table
Adding fuel to fire let us view
Girl from the six
Taking pill number six
Making the doctors look at me like I'm sick
Compare me to Satan your psychiatrist claims your husband is a trick
I'm deceitful and abysmal
Oh she thinks I am the Dajjal
I need some help so don't belittle
Mr. Pedro don't you know you're selfish!

[Hook]

[Outro]

Do you know who I am?
Do you know this man?
Do you live your life?
Do you love yourself?
Do you know where you stand?
When you fall do you cry? When you cheat do you lie?
Do you love this girl that would die for you by committing suicide?

Cide

[Outgoing Phone Call]