So Preventable

[Chorus: Tali Demon, Boondox]
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity

[Verse 1: Boondox]
I think I need a minute to get my shit together
Just let me speak on this and read it like a letter
I'm lyin' to myself, this shit ain't gettin' better
I'm hidin' out from it, we in for nasty weather
It's like an echo in my mind, and he's remindin' me it's time
To make things right, I'm askin' why are the answers [clear?], because they blind
I need to get this off my chest, so now I'm strappin' on a vest
This time it's really not a test, I cock it back, y'all know the rest

[Chorus: Tali Demon, Boondox]
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity

[Verse 2: Boondox]
I'm lookin' down the hall, and it gets me to thinkin'
My face hung on the walls, and it gets me to drinkin'
My stomach's turned in knots, it feels just like I'm sickened
I'm left with what what I got, this emptiness, I weaken
I could just make it go away, a shallow rest, say "not today"
And put it off for short 'til they just think I'm [minified?]
No way, no loss of family, loss of friends, no broken lives or hearts
[The men know flowers cost to have us?] in another tragedy within

[Chorus: Tali Demon, Boondox]
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity

[Verse 3: Boondox]
I'm [?] precision
Can't take this anymore, the pain clouds up my vision
I know I've made this choice, I'm headed for collision
I never had a voice, so I make this decision
One final breath, inhale the air
And now it all seems so unfair
The second thoughts are always there
Such drastic steps to make 'em care
Pick up the duffel on the ground
Leave the house without a sound
Take a second look around
These quiet streets, this quiet town

[Chorus: Tali Demon, Boondox]
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's [?]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity

[Outro: Boondox]
Uh uh, [?] preventable my insanity