So Much For Everyone.

As much as I'd like to go
To places I've never known
Scared shitless to leave home
And I don't want to go alone
I miss the rewarding gaze
Of a friend from my younger days
Didn't mind 'bout my selfish ways
As he died i was miles away
I hope he remembers how
As i do when i look back now
Though he'd bark at the slightest sound
Would not bite for he knew not how

And sometimes it's more than clear
When morning comes early here
And i know that the day is near
Wasted days make for wasted years
Now I'm vicious with appetite
Sobering half a mind
Dripping with stolen wine
Awoken by something i dreamt
Harboured by everything i have been witnessing
Postcards and daydreaming
Get less embarrassing
After the day is done
I will be on the run
So much for everyone
So much for everyone
The showdown is endless here
Under the burning sun
As eyes roll toward me now
I will

Drop my gun
I will drop my gun
I will
I will drop my gun
Drop my gun
I will I will
I will I will
I will I will
I will I will
I will I will
I will I will I will I will
I will I will
I will I will
I will I will...