​​so much bullshit

It's a new day
But I still got old problems
Don't got a job
But I still walk in Pradas
I'm going through it
If we're being honest
Drink till I'm dizzy
And I'm nauseous
So much bullshit, hate and toxic
Got me tired, I'm exhausted
Took my heart
And she just tossed it
That's so fucking out of pocket

Should've called it when I saw it
Our love was fucked
I couldn't save it
Honestly, I can't save shit
And it sucks cause you were my favorite
I hate it
Just like when I see my replacement

Hole in my chest
Still vacant
That's why I'm staying faded
Doing drugs don't know where my face went
That's how I hide my pain bitch
In my own head
I'm so anxious
Need to get away
I can't take it
Wanna change my name
And get a facelift
Wanna walk away
From this life shit
If I see her face
Then I might slip
Look her in the eyes
I may lose it
I have dreams of you
And they're lucid
I'd die for you
Watch me prove it
Falling fast
To the pavement
All this stress
Just piles up
Like problems I don't wanna deal with

Problems I don't wanna deal with
Really wish
At a time like this
I could learn not to feel shit
Everything just brings me down
There's no cure
To this sickness
Everyone wanna use me now
So I'm keeping my distance

All my dreams 1080p
I can see so vividly
Everything seems in my reach
But I still wanna rest in peace
I'd be better off underneath
Nowadays
I can't get to sleep
Toss 'n turning up
In my sheets
I wish that you were here with me

It's a new day
But I still got old problems
Don't got a job
But I still walk in Pradas
I'm going through it
If we're being honest
Drink till I'm dizzy
And I'm nauseous
So much bullshit, hate and toxic
Got me tired, I'm exhausted
Took my heart
And she just tossed it
That's so fucking out of pocket

Should've called it when I saw it
Our love was fucked
I couldn't save it
Honestly, I can't save shit
And it sucks cause you were my favorite
I hate it
Just like when I see my replacement