​so much 2 lose if ur happy

[Intro]
Okay!
Da, da
Da, da
Da, da
Da, uh
It doesn't even feel like you're here sometimes
Do you know why you hate yourself so much? Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin!

[Verse]
I be feelin' sick, feelin' sick, I ain't gonna make it
I'ma pass out, I can not take it
And I'm the worst, I'm gonna fall out
She said that she hate me, yeah, she hate me, I'm all down
Monotone my voice, yeah, my voice, yeah, she hate it
Constant suffering, I ain't gonna make it
They asking, "Charms, are you alright?"
"No, I'm not," crying in my songs every single night (Suffer)
Ranting up to you because I trust that you'll answer right (Suffer)
I just need some help, yeah, some guiding light
She don't like me anymore, I guess it's out of spite
I'ma try, I'ma try, damn, I'ma make it right (Jae)
Complaining, yeah, to you, like I'm about to cry
I just want somebody to tell me that I'll be alright
I need a hug, I need a hand, yeah, I'm reaching out
I’m so sad, I can’t take it, I can’t take this route
Okay!
Yes!
Pleading to myself like, oh, my God, this simple bliss
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be missed
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart
Every time I look at you, yeah, I feel the spark
All my lyrics, I write it down, yeah, it's simple art
We be acting out like in a play, but I don’t know my part
She wanna tell me about her life, she saying, “Where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do, I’m crumbling apart
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that's bad
I’m the one causing, yeah, commotion, yeah, to make you sad
I don’t know how to apologize, so I just say, "My bad"
Gaslight myself to believe that I ain’t really sad
I’m the worst, throwing up, I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me, bro? We make each other mad
Uh, yeah, I see it, yeah, at all costs
Need to give my therapist a tip because I’m too gone
Okay!
I wanna rant to you so bad, but I know it’s long
I be crying to myself, but I know it’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity, yeah, yourself?
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself?

[Outro]
You'll be alright, Charms
Yes!
Yeah!