​so much 2 gain if ur suffering

[Intro]
Yeah!
(Da, da)
Da, da, da, da, da, da
You know why you hate yourself so much? Maybe it's because you can’t be in your own skin
Da, da

[Verse]
I be feelin' sick, feelin' sick to my arteries
Being sick all the time is my personality
I’ma fail it, yeah, at all cost
You know that I tried, yeah, I tried, but it's all lost
Monotone my voice, yeah, she hate me, yeah, she hate it
Uh, I be tryna hide, I can't escape it
Constant, yeah, reminders that I'm dumb and I hate it
How you gonna remind me but you know I'm the plaintiff? (Yeah!)
Constant suffering, anything, and I'm all lost (Suffer)
I need a therapist, yeah, at all cost (Suffer)
I hate myself so much that I'm all lost (Suffer)
Gainin' all the confidence at once and then it’s all gone (Despair)
I post it on my spam, yeah, I post it twice
Hoping that the person that I want come and reply (Suffer)
Reach ahead, reaching for a hug, uh, I ask twice (Suffer)
All I do, in the morning ranting all the way to night (Despair) (Yeah!)
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s wrong
I be crying to myself but I know it's false
Do you know how it feels to pity, yeah, yourself?
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself?

[Outro]
(Da, da) (Suffer)
Da, da (Suffer)
Da, da (Suffer)
Da, da
Yeah!
(Suffer)
(Despair)