So Many Tears

[Verse 1:]
[?] misery
I was alone, pain never been a friend to me
Looking back, I only thought about me fading to black
Road dog with the shit, got a K in the back
[?] never get back
Niggas better salute to Truth, never play him for wack
Feel like I'm sinking, I was stuck in the rain
I can't change, voices in my head yelling my name
Shit strange [?]
[?]
[?] brother in the [?]
[?] told the judge go to hell
The gorillas who don't ever turn the lights off
All they do is ride till they lights off
If I can stop [?] I'm riding [?]
And if it's real against the real, fuck it I'm riding with them

[Chorus:]
Father forgive me
For this [?]
Lord I suffered through the years
I shed so many tears
What's funny is they say stress can be the best friend
I say fuck [?]
Lord I suffered through the years, shed so many tears

[Verse 2:]
I ain't [?] but I don't want you niggas to push me
I got a chopper [?] pussy
Am I insane, how I'm thinking about how to murder the devil?
[?]
[?]
And I don't know who coming for me, I ain't tryna be murdered
And I ain't tryna see the[?]
[?]
Ain't had [?] since I lived with my mama
I ain't ever had peace, so I'm playing with drama
[?]
I am the tarror rising, Bin Ladddin, Osama
My vision kinda blurry [?]
Tryna see him in a hurry
I'd rather see him early, it is what it is
Wish the fuck I would worry

[Chorus:]
Father forgive me
For this [?]
Lord I suffered through the years
I shed so many tears
What's funny is they say stress can be the best friend
I say fuck [?]
Lord I suffered through the years, shed so many tears

[Verse 3:]
I'm in this bullshit place where nothing is valid
They don't love me no more, you sware you'd think I was Khalad
I do a song [?]
I spit, you feel it in your soul, no quiet nigga
Shots after shots ring out, somebody leaving
[?] somebody greaving
They got him in the morning, body ain't found till the eavning
They yelling death around the corner, ain't nobody believing
I'm on this dead end road about to go to war
[?] hope he can hear me [?]
[?]
Everybody want you gone when you feel like a star
I done shed so many tears
[?]
Running head first, no protection
Never kicked it with my peers [?]
[?]

[Chorus:]
Father forgive me
For this [?]
Lord I suffered through the years
I shed so many tears
What's funny is they say stress can be the best friend
I say fuck [?]
Lord I suffered through the years, shed so many tears