So Lost

[bridge]
To be honest don't remember where i'm goin
I'm off xan, i can't move, i can't walk
But i can't stop
I'm runnin up
All these niggas do is talk, talk, talk

[Chorus]
But its ok u don't wanna see me then i'm gone
And i can't help but get this feeling like i'm lost, so lost
I got demons in my head i fight my thoughts
I could count up every battle that i lost

[verse]
And u say u wanna be me
Oh it sucks to be me
U don't got no empathy
All u did was be mean
Well next time u see me
Imma be on tv
I'm smoking gas, i'm going green
Imma blow like tnt
So if u go ur freeing me

Yea and its still free my brothers out tht jam
I do what i can, but i think i need ur hand
Yea i'm the man
I'll come up with a plan
All this bread my only friend
It's only me in the end

So say ur grace
And pray for change
Soon u'll be sent away
And u can't take back what u say
Oh u think tht he gon take my place ?
This the type of love u can't replace
I'm drugged up im feeling faint
I'm still stuck up in my ways
I was in jail for fucked up dates
Yea, fuck the judge n fuck the case
Ion talk cus what's to say ?
Every day just feels the same
Lately its jus been fuck Jay
I get my pay , stay out the way
I see ur face, im drawn a blank
I can't be near u stay away
Addiction eats up all my days
Drugs make me do evil things
All tht time was not a waste
I sincerely give my thanks
U moved on, i fade away
I hope u look at me the same

[bridge]
To be honest dont remember where im goin
Im off xan, i can't move, i can't walk
But i can't stop
Im runnin up
All these niggas do is talk, talk, talk

[Chorus]
But its ok u dont wanna see me then im gone
And i can't help but get this feeling like im lost, so lost
I got demons in my head i fight my thoughts
I could count up every battle that i lost