So Long For Nothing

[Verse 1]
I wish you the best even though I wanna die
I don't wanna live in this life if I'm a lie
I'm hitting random guys up online
Just to maybe spite you and have what you have
But it's not working, why is it not working?
They said, tryins' perfect, but tryins' only hurtin'
Me more, I'm so bored of trying so long for nothing

[Chorus]
All I will ever have is me
And all you will ever have is him
It makes me sad that I can't be alone peacefully

[Verse 2]
I've never been more ready, or maybe I'm not
Cause I've learned life ignores you when you're blocked
Just like your love did
And I know that it hurts, baby, you don't have to
Explain to me how bad it sucks
Staying up, waiting, draining, fuck
And maybe this is compensation
But online is all that I have
And ever will, yeah, ever will

[Chorus]
All I will ever have is me
And all you will ever have is him
It makes me sad that I can't be alone peacefully

[Verse 3]
I tried to feel love for so long
Everything I tried is so lost
I'm so gone, all I will ever have is me
And all you will ever have is him
It makes me sad that I can't be alone peacefully
All I will ever have is me and all you will ever have is him
It makes me sad that I can't be alone peacefully

[Chorus]
All I will ever have is me
And all you will ever have is him
It makes me sad that I can't be alone peacefully