[Intro]
(DJ Shab, fool)
Uh, I'm goin' through some pain (Hot 1 on the beat)
(My nigga Two4 the GOAT, these other niggas basic)
[Chorus]
Look, I was goin' through pain (Pain), on the ground, on the floor, sometimes I feel like they don't love me no more (Love me)
And they said a nigga changed (Changed), but we all gotta grow, pour up my cup, I hope I drown in that four
Look, no, I never changed in the weather, no way out, gotta do better, say, I never seen you act like this (Nah)
I'm through with all the pain and the struggle and I'm sayin' that, lil' nigga no, they never knew my brain was like this (Brain was like this)
'Cause I was on the floor so long (So long), it got kinda hard to hold on (On)
And know you gotta watch your friends and your old homies (And your old homies)
Thought he was his closest friend but he told on him, yeah
[Verse 1]
Look, I feel like I'm been better off dead, 'til I had my baby, I was scared
They sent me to probation, crackers all was on my head, tryna send me out of state so they can cut a nigga's dreads
Look, tryna leave the streets, feel like I'm scared, but every time I turn around, they want my head (What?)
And everyday some new nigga want my head gone, smokin' on some purp', clutchin' that pistol while I'm headin' home
And it feel like I'm better off high, make it easier to express my mind
Look, and every state I lived in, you know I slipped, bitch, go to court, guilty as fucked, playin' like I'm innocent
Look, I think they don't love me no more when I took care of them niggas like a chore
A nigga cross you in the streets, you gotta treat it like a war, but when they cross you in the industry, you gotta go harder, yeah
And right now, I'm so high, I can't think, I got my eyes on the prize, I won't blink
I been blinkin', every day I'm doin' tattoo sessions 'cause all the other pain I feel don't phase me
I just wanna feel somethin' that's real, I'm so tired of me hurtin' 'bout all that fake shit
Back then, they ain't want me standin' next to them, now they get too close to me, they on the waitin' list
[Chorus]
Look, I was goin' through pain (Pain), on the ground, on the floor, sometimes I feel like they don't love me no more (Love me)
And they said a nigga changed (Changed), but we all gotta grow, pour up my cup, I hope I drown in that four
Look, no, I never changed in the weather, no way out, gotta do better, say, I never seen you act like this (Nah)
I'm through with all the pain and the struggle and I'm sayin' that, lil' nigga no, they never knew my brain was like this (Brain was like this)
'Cause I was on the floor so long (So long), it got kinda hard to hold on (On)
And know you gotta watch your friends and your old homies (And your old homies)
Thought he was his closest friend but he told on him, yeah
[Verse 2]
And know that I was on the floor for so long, it be kinda hard to shake back
When I did, I bought a Benz with straight cash, everybody stressin' me to pay taxes
Look, but I'm a young nigga, stealin' shit for fun, nigga, everybody come with us 'til you broke, you out of funds, nigga
Lil' brother at the movies, on the run, know he a dumb nigga, I be tellin' him to chill, but he don't listen, he a young nigga
Wonder who gon' try me? Face shot, no ID
If it weren't for my fans, then tell me where would I be?
And if it weren't for that hammer that night, then would I be deceased?
Hell nah, that not me, that's not me, yeah, yeah
I was walkin' in school with Visine (Yeah, yeah), forgot I had it on me, I was hidin' weed (Yeah, yeah)
And you gotta know I never leave my team (Yeah, yeah), a couple years ago, this shit was just a dream (Yeah, yeah)
[Chorus]
Look, I was goin' through pain, on the ground, on the floor, sometimes I feel like they don't love me no more
And they said a nigga changed, but we all gotta grow, pour up my cup, I hope I drown in that four
Look, no, I never changed in the weather, no way out, gotta do better, say, I never seen you act like this
I'm through with all the pain and the struggle and I'm sayin' that, lil' nigga no, they never knew my brain was like this
'Cause I was on the floor so long (So long), it got kinda hard to hold on (On)
And know you gotta watch your friends and your old homies (And your old homies)
Thought he was his closest friend but he told on him, yeah
[Outro]
(My nigga Two4 the GOAT, these other niggas basic)