So Long

Man I won’t be the fool here
I come I can’t stop the flashes
Why you wanna make me the hero?
Why you wanna make me?
Yea I’m back sleeping on my mother’s couch
And I thought I was doing okay
I know I’m the reason why
Guess I’ll remember in the morning

But it’s been a long day
It’s been a long day again
And I’m about to make it longer
Just to feel some skin on mine again
Yea I wish you would know you got the moves
You got the moves
And I wish you could see just how she moves
Just how she

Yea I’ve been spending way too much money
On cigarettes and clothes
And I’ve been fighting with myself
Just to take insta of my phone
And I’ll be 33 in just a month
33 in just a month
Mama I promise I’m up
No I haven’t been sleeping that much
Yea I’ve been sitting here, mama
Shouting off my lungs
And I’ve been overthinking
Overthinking killing off my song
But I’ll shine bright like it’s just dawn
Shine bright like it’s just dawn
Mama I’m promise I’m up
Yea Mama you can see I’m up

I could fight this way too long
I’m a fighter I know
It’s so hard to know when you lose yourself in all of it
I could lie here and look at you so long
I’m a lover I know
It’s so hard to know when to lose yourself in all of it

And I can’t recall the reason why it’s been so long
Been so long since I felt right
How can I be playing games for so long?
How can I be playing games for so long?

I want gum trees in my lungs
You know I don’t really want these eyes
How can I be playing games for so long?
How can I be playing games for so long?

I could lie here and look at you so long
I’m a lover I know
It’s so hard to know when (to/you) lose yourself in all of it