So Lonely

Said I'm so gone
Tickets sold out
I can't even find a way
With all these lights out
I've been searching for some answers
That's my life now
I'm so lonely but
I think it's just my lifestyle
Long long gone
Used to feel my soul
Now it's long long gone
All the people that I knew
Have turned to problems
Tryna find the right solution
I can't solve 'em

Tell me
Where's your faith
Tell me
Where's your struggle
Somebody tell me why I should forgive him
When I am the onе that continues to suffer
I don't wanna keep getting bеat by the devil
I don't wanna feel so much of this pressure
Not another day goes by
See the pain in my eyes
Where I feel like I'll never get better
But I see
The shadows of demons
I'm seeing the people around me succeeding
I'm telling myself that I really don't need it
But now that I've told you the truth
I need help to relieve it
The weight that I carry is heavy
One breath way too many
I think they I'm ready
I'm striking it early
But now I feel too unsteady
Got a thousand little things
That hold me down
Just like my thoughts of work
Whenever any Monday comes around
But now I try my best
To talk about my mental health
With people who won't go and tell
Somebody I don't trust
And I'm so grateful for the help
But I still feel it

Said I'm so gone
Tickets sold out
I can't even find a way
With all these lights out
I've been searching for some answers
That's my life now
I'm so lonely but
I think it's just my lifestyle
Long long gone
Used to feel my soul
Now it's long long gone
All the people that I knew
Have turned to problems
Tryna find the right solution
I can't solve 'em