So It Goes

(Refrain)
Through life as well as death, my life has been of jest and i have been more or less the same
And this pain that lies within my chest derived from all the stress reminds me I'm of flesh and
These days my eyes have been the heaviest
Trying to find a heaven inside my Cerebelum
I'd cry but I got too much pride
It wouldn't let me
Wish I believed in a God for him to help me

(Verse)
Every day I'm trying to be a better person
Planning for my future though my future isn't certain
What I'm certain of is that this music is my purpose
But I'm feeling disillusioned so I question if it's worth it
As of late, i've just been
Laying here awaiting my impending doom
I need to breathe
I need to chill
I need to (clean my fucking room)
(I need to) get up out my feelings and get back to making tunes
I need a blunt or maybe two
And i need them bitches soon like

(Refrain)