So Hard

I've been trying so hard

[HOOK]
Cos I've been trying so hard
It ain't easy coming where I come from make it this far (tryna make it this far)
And they killed my brudda for a bitch, fham I miss my darg
The world keeps spinning, time keeps ticking, everyday a new beginning
But life goes on

[VERSE 1]
Some do it for the fame
Some do it for the name
I do it for the money and the love of the game
I do it for my family but still they complain
Cos blood money is no good for mummy
Mummy take this money, she won't take it from me
Blood sweat and tears they won't take this from me
Grind over sleep so I don't wake up bummy
I've been going half a year, it's been a long time coming (yaseen)
Lot of money gained lotta love lost
Devil on my soul but in God I trust
I don't ever love I always saw lust
I just let her go, I never force love
When the cops got my steel and bore stuff [?]
Blue chase thank God they never caught us
You know I gotta spray the bottle before I pour up
And toast to more life, more money, more love

[HOOK]
Cos I've been trying so hard
It ain't easy coming where I come from make it this far (tryna make it this far)
And they killed my brudda for a bitch, fham I miss my darg
The world keeps spinning, time keeps ticking, everyday a new beginning
But life goes on

[VERSE 2]
Hide in the shadows they wouldn't find nemo [?]
Run around the ends bulling my arab deebo [???]
Feds got me on a charge cos I got seen kilos
No one at my court case so fuck amigos
Who needs a best friend? Blud fuck a VO
They sending letters to my box, please Mr PO
They say a friend in me is a friend indeed
I take it all my friends are like mosquitoes
Avoiding the charge, your best friend snitchin'
Tellin' lies about cookin' in a smelly kitchen
Now they wanna upgrade from the suspicion
He ain't true, we ain't following the same religion
Only got a few bruddas it's a pisstake
But fuck the other side, suck my dick mate
The feds got me on a charge on some shit case
Hey yo clown you know them pussies are on a pisstake

[HOOK]
Cos I've been trying so hard
It ain't easy coming where I come from make it this far (tryna make it this far)
And they killed my brudda for a bitch, fham I miss my darg
The world keeps spinning, time keeps ticking, everyday a new beginning
But life goes on

Life goes on