So Hard 2 Take

[Intro: Mikl & Se7en]
I tried so hard to get you out of my mind
Ayo, check it, hmm...

[Verse 1: Se7en]
I tried so hard until it was all over and done with
All feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach
At first it was love kid than it turned into constant arguments
I tried my hardest to stop it, this bitch that started it
Taking advantage of my fragile heart; tore it apart
The sting of unattraction I should have known it from the start
Overpowered by hazel eyes my mind parts for minutes
Picturing love there wasn't nothing that could block the image
My thoughts depended on her actions, her ways, her love
I served all the gods of lust I prayed enough
Embraced her trust made no fuss a dream it had to be
Day by day I notice the pain increase rapidly
In a dying sense I tried to forget it and let it pass
But by doing this I forced a relationship that would never last
Every path was barricaded all trust was gone
Playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong

[Chorus: Mikl]
I have questioned my love for you
You're leaving me
You know I can't handle this pain
Cry for you in this rain
Why won't I just say I'm sorry so you'll
Turn around and come back home
I'm just so tired of being alone

[Verse 2: Se7en]
I hate her how many times haven't I said it
I hate the fact that she hates me and I shall never forget it
Never have I ever fucked with her feelings let her regret it
All of these years lost in the tears that my letters presented
I still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists with the glass
I separated from the glass picture I flicked
Together as one, I'm wondering what I've done to take this
Holding my pillow every night wishing that she'd replace it
But fuck it its all over and done feelings are gone
And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs
So now my arms are empty? Left in my shirt
I love you shit I can't even say I remember the words
Never destroyed anything having to do with her past
You ruined the last
You were hiding the truth in a mask
You stupid ass
I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned
We had our times until today
I hope you're happy alone

[Chorus: Mikl]
I have questioned my love for you
You're leaving me
You know I can't handle this pain
Cry for you in this rain
Why won't I just say I'm sorry so you'll
Turn around and come back home
I'm just so tired of being alone

[Outro: Se7en & Mikl]
Ye, Se7en, check it, Mikl Shea, BrokeNCYDE, and i'm now, one...
(So hard...)