So Far Gone

I've been trying but I can't find my way home
I've been saying I'm fine but I'm so far gone
Why is everyone's expectations so high?
I haven't felt happiness in a while

I can't feel your touch think I'm falling down
You can't see a life without me, I'm about to die
I can't hear your voice through my phone, I'm so done
I can't feel your love through this distance but everything's fine

Knock before you open I don't want you to see
My scars and all the blood that's dripping down on me
Know you're feeling down but baby everything's alright
Think about the good times when you lay awake at night

Baby I've got lots of stories I could tell you
We could be here all night if we're meant to
Baby everything alright you know we could do
Everything you love n all the things that we used to

I'm at the bottom but I'll see you at the top
I work hard I give it everything I've got
Life isn't fair but you're perfect
Everything we go through I know it's worth it

Every sleepless hour I'm still thinking of you
Every hour of sleep I'm dreaming of you
Every moment of the day I wanna be with you
And I wanna spend the rest of my life with you