So Far

I find it all strange, she dominates, my dreams of things
That make me weak with envy, and tire me out so I can't sleep
And all my life I've sacrificed, all the things that complete you
And complete dreams and complicate the inner me…

So far I've gotten by, so far I'm coping
So far I hold my head up to the sky… and my estate…

(Chorus)
Natalie, won't you give me, what you couldn't share
With all the folks around
I'll find a better way to memorise your mind...
To memorise your mind... mind

How many times I felt that I should lose my nerve and break on out
And become loud, and stroll around
With signs that say that I have left the world behind
And I am flying, so far it's been an uphill climb to my estate…

Come home with me, won't you give me just a little taste
Of life with you around
I'll find a better way for you and me to love

(Chorus)
Just the thought that I'm supposed to be alone
Makes it a difficult way to grow, but now that I believe
In destiny and hopes and dreams and time for tea
And honesty, I want to be, all the things that I seem
Mistakes don't come to me that easily…

Won't you give me, what you couldn't share
With all the folks around
I'll find a better way for you and me to love…

Natalie, won't you give me just a little taste
Of life with you around
I'll find a better way to memorise your mind...
To memorise your mind... mind