So Beautiful And Difficult

[Verse 1]
Suddenly
I've lived over half my life
If you and I are nothing more than stardust
Why do we always fight?

[Chorus 1]
It's hard to see
The beauty in the mystery
I dream about it endlessly
While drifting through these people we've become

[Verse 2]
Finally
I'm learning to wield this knife
If you and I were never meant to be here
Why does it feel so right?

[Chorus 2]
It's hard to see
The beauty through the misery
While severing old tendencies
To ruminate, dissect, and comprehend

[Bridge]

[Chorus 3]
It's hard to see
The beauty of our memory
Forgotten in a century
When nothing matters more than where we are

[Outro]