SO BAD

[Intro]
How do I feel?

[Verse 1]
Yeah, it gets deep
2019's been a paddle up shit creek
I think I'm learning some lessons
It could be all gone in seconds
Better to love and be left than
To never feel that expression
After your exit
I used my thoughts as a weapon
Against myself, I was stressin'
That shit was doin' my head in
I gave up way too much of my own shit
Put in so much time and I loved it
Never gave a second thought, I was about it
Fuck this, crashin' down has got me doubtin'

[Chorus]
(And it hurt me so bad)
It felt like you ran off on me
(And it hurt me so bad)
When you moved on, baby, I couldn't sleep
('Cause it hurt me so bad)
And you're hidin' all your feelings when you're home with me
(But it hurt me so bad)
When you switched up and you got cold with me

[Verse 2]
Don't know a joke when I hear one
Won't see a green light, no playin'
Don't know a friend when I'm near one
Can't hear a thing that you're sayin'
All this music I'm making
But I can't still can't find a way in
I'm on the edge of a culture
And my position ain't changin'

[Verse 3]
You couldn't see that it was hurting me
And I feel so bad
That we'd never be
All of my feelings
Get lost without meaning
But there's no end to this pain
I didn't mean to leave you so low
I'm feeling so bad, where do you go?
Running away from what I can't hide
But there's no end to this pain

[Chorus]
(And it hurt me so bad)
It felt like you ran off on me
(And it hurt me so bad)
When you moved on, baby, I couldn't sleep
('Cause it hurt me so bad)
When you're hidin' your feelings when you're home with me
(But it hurt me so bad)
When you switched up and you got cold with me
(And it hurt me so bad)
Oh, it felt like you ran off on me
(And it hurt me so bad)
When you moved on, baby, I couldn't sleep
('Cause it hurt me so bad)
When you're hidin' all your feelings when you're home with me
(But it hurt me so bad)
When you switched up and you got cold with me

[Outro]
(And it hurt me so bad)
(And it hurt me so bad)
('Cause it hurt me so bad)
(But it hurt me so bad) Yeah
Yeah