So Alone

[Verse 1]
I have no one to relate to
All I have is my private words to escape to
I sit at home going through my phone and page through my friends lists 'cause it's friendships that I once knew
I didn't choose to be a loner, I just moved on and kept the distance 'cause I had dreams and they didn't
All they wanted to do was smoke wild-eyed​ and fuck bitches
But there's more to life than partying and I guess that I'm different
I speak but they don't listen
My heart beats but it feels friction
I feel complete but there's something missing
I wanna leave rap but I committed
And I feel like I ain't got no one to talk to
I feel like I lost myself, and I feel like I lost you

[Chorus]
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it
Like who can I talk to? The walls hear my voices and it walks through
Like I talk and no one's listening
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I feel so alone, so alone
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I feel so alone, there's no one to talk to (Yeah)

[Verse 2]
I'm getting pissed off cause I've been pissed on
What is with y'all trying to put me down
Trying to come up from the underground
Gettin' the crowd wild cause my style bringin' them smiles
You've been hatin', debatin' if I'm overrated havin' conversations with peers
Sayin' I'm too basic and I'll never make it
I will not get famous this isn't my year
I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck
All I want to do is touch your heart
This is my life, I'm playin' my part
I'm tryna' find light when my times get dark
You don't understand, you never lived my life
When you grow up seeing your parents drunk all the time
Big brother gangbangin' his whole life
How the fuck you think that won't affect mine?

[Chorus]
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it
Like who can I talk to? The walls hear my voices and it walks through
Like I talk and no one's listening
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I feel so alone, so alone
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I feel so alone, there's no one to talk to (Yeah)

[Verse 3]
I feel lonely, reality just set in
And it just got harder
I never had a role model so I wanna be one for my daughter
'Cause my whole life it feels like everyone broke they promise, but I'm still standin', tell my fam I got us
Always workin' OT - in the studio talkin' about my problems
And I promise it'll never end, It feels like I ain't never had a friend
I'm not gonna lose tell 'em I came here to win
I'm rappin' about my life, where do I begin?
They wanna see me fall but I'm still standin'
They try to put me down but I still manage
They try to send threats but I don't panic
I know that I'm the best, it's a bad habit
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it
Like who can I talk to? The walls hear my voices and it walks through
Like I talk and no one's listening
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I feel so alone, so alone
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I feel so alone, there's no one to talk to (Yeah)

[Outro]
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it