Snuff Me Out

Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out

Mix the good times with the bad
Tell me when did I become so sad
Flicking channels on the tv
Just to see the static shining through

Choking on depression it stabs so deep
Straight through my ribs, it feels like I’m breaking
Flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans begging for more

More of the sad times
I’ve never sunk this low
It feels like my hearts on the floor
Chuck it out it’s going cold

See friends and the faces that I used to love
They pass by straight in a blink
I know they still want me to keep going
I will carry on

2x
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out

Staying afloat with best friends by my side
Yeah they know what it’s like when
I feel like I’m not coping
I’m sinking down into your red eyes

Yeah your fingers in my soul
Yeah I’ve never felt this cold
So numb from the pain
Shutting down, block it all away

Closing the doors to my house
Yeah I’m in too deep
Watching the water rise
Above my neck, I can’t catch my breath

When will I get a break
No, I don’t wanna take
Medication to make me sane
Yeah I wanna be free

2x
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out