Smoking down the rain

April, now is gone
And I’ve been drunk, I’m all alone
My family, is buried and gone
Where am I from? Where I belong?
On of drugs but can’t fade my pain
My suicide thoughts will blow my brain
I’m dying slowly I dug my own grave

I’m smoking down the rain
So tired of suffering
I look in the mirror don’t know who I’m
I’m sick to feel pain
Sometimes I Want To Die
Without say goodbye
I learned to lie, so I swear nobody’s gonna cry

I miss my ex, I’m dying to send her a text
I’ve been stressed, I’ve been depressed
My old friends now are strangers
I’m in a crowded room, but I’m still feel me alone
If drugs or alcohol don’t kill me, i don’t know what will do
And the beauty of this hoes, it’s faded when the lights down
Wake me up if it’s a nightmare, or my darkness hours
I feel hurt in my good times, cause just come and go
I’ve been faking my smile, where’s my mind?
And the dreams where I die got me insomniac

I’m smoking down the rain
So tired of suffering
I look in the mirror don’t know who I’m
I’m sick to feel pain
Sometimes I Want To Die
Without say goodbye
I learned to lie, so I swear nobody’s gonna cry

Cause the good things just come and go
I don’t give a fuck if I die young
I’m waiting the day to die alone
Cause the good things just come and go
I don’t give a fuck if I die young
I’m waiting the day to die alone

Promise me this, if I kill myself
Everything’s okay, just delete me of your memories
Promise me this, if I kill myself
Everything’s okay, just move on with someone else