Smoking

[Intro]
I work hard for this shit
Spend so many nights tryna work on shit
Made some sacrifice just I can get a glimpse
Left my parents house so i can focus on this shit

[Chorus]
Smoking, I told you I stopped but I’m smoking
I said I’m not hurt but I’m broken
I told you I don’t need you but I’m joking (I told you I don’t)
I won’t ever find love cause I’m hopeless
I don’t need a girl I’m focus, lying to myself cause I’m hurting

[Verse 1]
I used to wanna be a role model
I looked at myself and saw there’s way too many problems
I know I’m not perfect, someone they shouldn’t look up to
Got some dead homies, need to visit they in coffins

I’m drinking too much coffee, cappuccino for the taste
I don’t usually need it to try and stay wake
I keep smoking green just so I can fade away
Getting up for my work, I don’t еven know the days

Now I feel deprеssion, people wanna ask me questions
Losing motivation while avoiding interactions
Don’t fuck with my anxiety, I do not have the patience
So don’t you ever try me by assuming I’m no different
I’m different (I’m different )

[Chorus]
Smoking, I told you I stopped but I’m smoking
I said I’m not hurt but I’m broken
I told you I don’t need you but I’m joking (I told you I don’t)
I won’t ever find love cause I’m hopeless
I don’t need a girl I’m focus, lying to myself cause I’m hurting

[Bridge]
I’m dreaming bout
You and me
I’m dreaming
You and me

[Verse 2]
You were different when we first met (look)
I got a picture of our first date (uhh)
I’m reminiscing on the good days
Now it feels like I’ve taken it for granted

Remember when you use to work at Maccas?
I would drop you off and pick you up from night shifts
Damn, shit was simpler way back then
You use to say I love you too often

Now I cannot call you when I’m hurting
This break up got me smoking and I’m drinking
At every single part cause I’m different
I’m scrolling thru my stories then I see you

Everywhere I go, everything reminds me of you
I gotta let you go, gotta let it go
Blowing this smokes into the air
Then watched fade away like the love we shared