Smokin N Stayin Up Late

I just been smoking and staying up late
I ain't been looking the same in the face -
You ain't been looking the same in the face
I just been smoking and staying up late
I just been hoping and praying for change

Know im the goat of the game
Ever since she left though the glow ain't the same
Im the shit that's what I like to think im just recently learning that I like to drink, be forgetting to keep my shit clean
Let the dishes fill up in my sink, let my hair grow fuck a retwist
Pop a pill mothafuck my shrink
Yea I still remember some things
Notes you wrote that you lеft in my jeans
Having dreams of that daily routine
From that timе when I was just a teen
I never took no for a answer, sometimes my devotion is cancer
Sometimes I be having my own expectations and not living up to them standards

I just be moving without no direction
How you be moving without no protection?
Don't know if I fuck with her im unaffected
She said im cold I don't show no affection
When I don't say shit that's just testing
I don't think that you getting the message
It's amazing I still talk to you, I don't even fuck with all this texting