Smoked / Thorns & Fire

[Chorus]
Im fuckin smoked
Rollin up some dope to ease the mood
Its always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns & fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire

[verse]
Everything we want its just so fucking typical
To want your cherry i dont know where its still comical
Being honest to myself inside id rather be somebody far
Far away from everything ive learned so far

I dont wanna start over but id redo it
I dont wanna bleed thru it
Sent them all my g for it
Im sorry i can't see thru it

Fuck on me once okay
But twice you gonna bleed for it
So i hope you got exactly what you need from me
Bitch i can't sleep from it while i sit herе bleed for it

Now why they leave thе fiend done it
Im just fucking pissed that dogs
Get treated like they bleed honest
One day it ain't even bein on it

Repeat hook

[verse2]
And like everything is not enough theres always more
When im forced to swallow peace and bend over to take it all
In the mist of chaos of betrayal are the ones i love
I pick up the phone and answer wish shed never call

Finding out the man i always wished i knew better
Is passing on from life and time has come to walk forever
And every tear i spilled as a child wondering why
He calms down weightless hell be it brought the life in my eyes

Now theres no time left took composure from me
Its like gram got theft and im loosened to it
I just want to rest and i might just do it
Such a fucking mess im so ready for it

Repeat chorus