Smoke

And I don't sleep well thinking of the person I've become
And I can't face another restless night alone inside my room
So I'll face the smoke, make my way inside
Then I'll pass out and repeat it all tomorrow night

Ask me how I'm doing, I don't fucking know
I can't even see my room through all the fucking smoke
It's not easy doing this alone
Lost a couple months 'cause I became someone I didn't know

Ask me how I'm doing, I don't fucking know
I can't even see my room through all the fucking smoke
It's not easy doing this alone
Lost a couple months 'cause I became someone I didn't know

I gave up trying to make it
'cause mentally I couldn't take it
Stuck in my bed and I couldn't write anything I didn't hate
It's been a tough few months
Lost some sanity and faced the dark
But all the shit that got me down has made me stronger now

Sick of writing 'bout a broke heart
Got to hold myself accountable, stop wanting to leave scars
'cause my body's a canvas covered in angry marks
And your face is a painting id never get tired of

Ask me how I'm doing, I don't fucking know
I can't even see my room through all the fucking smoke
It's not easy doing this alone
Lost a couple months 'cause I became someone I didn't know