Smiling at Me

"It's the smiles that keep us going, don't you think?"

I'm opening my eyes now
Afraid of what I'll see
And even though it's dark now
I see you smiling at me, at me

Feel humiliation drip from my face
Not the same as when you peeled away my skin
I hate the memory
Seems like I'm losing this game in my head
Now some would disagree, and say I was dead
Now look at me

I'm opening my eyes now
Afraid of what I'll see
And even though it's dark now
I see you smiling at me, at me

With blood on my lips and tears in my eyes
You still don't believe, you don't understand
Get the best of me

I'm opening my eyes now
Afraid of what I'll see
And even though it's dark now
I see you smiling at me, at me