Smile (Raphtalia)

[Intro]
I've gotta smile, gotta smile, even though times are tough
Please no more pain, I've gone through enough
[Whispered] Haven't I been through enough?
HAVEN'T I BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH!

[Chorus]
I need to smile, even though the times are tough
I made a promise to my family to smile when the times get rough!
I look up and ask God, "Haven't I've been through enough?"
It's been a while
Since I've been happy, pain has turned up like a dial
But even though that's true, I've just gotta smile

[Verse]
Yeah, I've gotta smile, smile through my pain
Smile even when I'm not feeling okay
Even when I'm going insane
Even though I lost Rifana and the others important to me, I've gotta smile, but it's confusin' my brain
I've lost too many people, but I'm glad I've got a team
And they help me when I'm down in my lowest points
And I think they're really the only ones who have seen
All the pain I feel, but I really feel as if I annoy
Them with it, the tears, the nightmares I have are all so real
But c'mon god, what is the deal?
With you? My life filled with pain and sorrow
And when it came to me, everyone would just borrow
And use me as a slave, treated me like I was nothing, do somethin' wrong and put through pain
All of this shit really makin' me go insane
And I've always been beaten and bruised
It's the life of a Demi-Human, sometimes, we were left without any food
It sucked, even with Naofumi, I feel worthless
Have always felt like that since the death of my parents
Ever since that day, I've lost all of my purpose
And it seems to be apparent
That I'm not meant to be happy in life
I'm sick of all this fuckin' strife
I just want to feel joy
I don't want to feel like I'm just a toy
I've lost way too much to be used
By these horrible people
Can't lose Naofumi or Filo, so for them, I get all bruised
I'm sick of these people usin' me, so I'm breakin' free from my chains, but me and my kind are seen as abnormal people
It's crazy, but I've gotta push through all of it
But I'm filled with anxiety that I can never admit!
But it's taken a bit
Of a toll on my soul, but I need to reach my goal, and I'm really tired of it
SO I'MMA PUSH THROUGH, SO!

[Chorus]
I need to smile, even though the times are tough
I made a promise to my family to smile when the times get rough!
I look up and ask God, "Haven't I've been through enough?"
It's been a while
Since I've been happy, pain has turned up like a dial
But even though that's true, I've just gotta smile (I'M TELLIN' YOU!)
I need to smile, even though the times are tough
I made a promise to my family to smile when the times get rough!
I look up and ask God, "Haven't I've been through enough?"
It's been a while
Since I've been happy, pain has turned up like a dial
But even though that's true, I've just gotta smile

[Outro]
I can't keep doing this to myself
Please don't put me through Hell
I'm sorry, Rifana, that I couldn't save you, I know that me leaving must've tough
And now I'm asking myself, "Have I been put through enough?"
I'm so stupid, I'm so worthless
I feel like I'm a horrible person
'Cause I couldn't save you, I lost my purpose
But I really just wanna know if this is all worth it
[Sighs] Rifana, just know that I'm sorry...