Smile! (I’m Not Okay)

I know what it means when you hardly reply
And there's no signs of interest 'cause I'm not the guy
You're waiting for

Do you know what it means for me to try?
You're one in a million and I'm not the type
To give it all, and run away

So, I smile at the mirror and I scream at the glass
It's the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back
Because I hate my image and I'm better off dead
But I'd rather die alone than be with anyone else

Now, I've fallen in love and I've picked myself up
And I trusted a girl, but it wasn't enough
And I've been torn to pieces and put myself back
Now, I'm calling your bluff
I know better than that

Because all that I see when I look at you
Is a girl that wants love from a boy that ain't true
He tore you to pieces and let you down
But I'm not just some boy who's playing around when

I smile at the mirror and I scream at the glass
It's the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back
Because I hate my image and I'm better off dead
But I'd rather die alone than be with anyone else

So, if you're ever afraid of what you'll find
When your body grows cold, but your heart is alive
I'll be there

And if you're ever afraid of what you'll find
When your fingers get lonely, but your heart doesn't mind
I'll be there

'Cause I smile at the mirror and I scream at the glass
It's the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back
Because I hate my image and I'm better off dead
But I'd rather die alone than be with anyone else

Well, I smile at the mirror and I scream at the glass
It's the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back
Because I hate my image and I'm better off dead
But I'd rather die alone than be with anyone else

I'd rather die alone than be with anyone else