Smile

I am so sick of the way you make me feel
But I am caught up in everything you're always making real
Like my
Ability to get some rest
I've been up all night instead
I don't know if this is love
Or it's a mess
You got me livin' in a fantasy world
But girl it sure makes me smile
Just know you now have my heart
And it is yours to tear apart
Because I am used to
Smiling all the time
It's time for me to quit this game for peace of mind
And get out everything I've been dying to say to you tonight
I think you're stuck up
Imitating the girls you hate to love
And when I'm f*cked up
And overthinking
You are all it's of
I don't know what else to do
But being by myself and letting you do you
If this thing dies
And we're preoccupied
I know that I'll see you in the next life.....