Smile

[Verse]
Lately life has been
A series of, um, very fortunate events
And I'm cordially inviting them in
It's kind of scary, 'cause I know I'm gonna mess up soon
That's my routine, I'm tryna stop it, but that's how I move
I'm so imperfect
I said it, admittedly I'm sentimental
And probably not very instrumental in the big picture
But I'ma stick with it, hit them with the sick lyrics
Turn my music loud until they all hear it
This is the tale of a young suburban monster
Bruh I'm really kinda contra, I'm fixed on being awesome
Praising God for everything I have 'cause I know he's the author
Kinda crazy that he got me to this point, I'm falling less and less like every day
Tryna follow him in almost every way
I know it won't be perfect, but I know my God is here to stay
He blessed me with flows, so I'ma thank him by flowing 'em
I don't care if you like me, 'cause I do not care to know you bruh
I'm haunted by paranoia
Constantly I'm annoyed by the fact that I'm tryna make all this music and can't deploy all this artistic skill I've got in my mental
I know it's simple
I feel all this energy when I pick up a pen or pencil
Just forget it, push it back in my mind
I feel like worrying takes up all my time, when I should be on the grind
Making this album is a process that is being refined
Sometimes I panic, then I realize that it's gonna be fine
I swear I don't know where I'd be without my music
I don't use it for attention but they like it when I'm talking in rhyme
I don't intend to be a contender in this industry, it's competitive
But if I ever get signed, then I think that'd be fine
I know that...
That everything happens for a reason
It's ironic that to get the upper hand you've gotta reach it
I'm scrolling through my Twitter trying not to roll too deep
I know that I'll be fine as long as I stay breathing
What's up

[Chorus]
I got a smile on my face
I know it's gonna be okay
It's alright
It's all, it's alright, yeah