SMILE AGAIN (Demo)

[Intro:]
Yeah

[Verse 1]
3 AM slumped over the toilet bowl
It's getting hard to stand, I can't find my phone
I think I took too much, I think I need some help
Trying to find the answers, but I can't find myself
Lately it's hard to think the future could ever be nice
So I pay for these pills, think I should pay for advice
If you pay for a thrill, guarantee you'll pay the price
But I lie to myself, stuck inside my favorite vice
My weaknesses eating away at my conscience
Tryna numb the pain staves off all my progress
Living like I'm never gonna die, feeling timeless
But, waking up in the morning is a reminder
That we're all gonna die no matter how hard we try
All my best intentions wrapped inside a lie
As I walk through this season, somebody save me from my demons pleading

[Hook]
Man, I need a reason to smile again
I just wanna get high again
From the womb, always attempting to swoon
But face rejection, consumed by misdirection
My tomb is imperfection, like yeah
I need a reason to smile again
From the womb, always attempting to swoon
But face rejection, consumed by misdirection
My tomb is imperfection, yeah yeah

[Outro]
Shit