Smash My Phone

[Hook]
Slit my wrists and smash my phone
Don't want anyone to text me
Let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
Turn the basement to a boneyard
Like the Paris catacombs

[Verse 1]
I keep on staying hidden like a stowaway
I think my life was probably the most useless thing I've thrown away
Once aspired to make music that left people blown away
Now I'm dropping all these mediocre tracks that no one plays
And everybody's throwing shade
Wondering if anyone will miss me when I go away
My demise came through with no delay
You live like there's no tomorrow, I'll die like there's no today

[Hook]
Slit my wrists and smash my phone
Don't want anyone to text me
Let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
Turn the basement to a boneyard
Like the Paris catacombs

[Verse 2]
Embarrassed by the self-destructive shit that I've indulged in
When I say I'm cutting, it's not coming after bulking
Posted up in my room where you'll find me sulking
Home alone making trap shit like a young Macaulay Culkin
It's been forever since I lost my way
Somebody tell all these British people that I'm not okay
Every single good thing that I ever had got tossed away
They said one day things would be better, I guess it's not today
All these haunting thoughts that sliver through my mind
Leave me feeling broken and send shivers down my spine
And if I think back, I can remember a time
When I felt semi-hopeful but now I'm left for dead with no more lifelines

[Hook]
Slit my wrists and smash my phone
Don't want anyone to text me
Let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
Turn the basement to a boneyard
Like the Paris catacombs