Small Kid In The City

[Verse 1]
How come all my legends had to die
Feeling like the edge of life is near by
But I can't fucking see it anywhere
Can you remember the-
Days in December where
People start a fucking fair
Now it's just us fight for
Something we can't get, and it never brings good
Fuck I remember sayin' I was the big boy in the hood
But I'm more the small boy in the city
Fuck it, dissing motherfuckers never brings out any good
It only brings out fucking pity
I ain't getting no tropical vibes, I still don't want thеm titties
I remembеr when I was 12 I saved a fucking kitty
Got no fucking credit, now they looking like they Drizzy
Fuck it, I got no time for them 'cause I'm busy
But the people keep moving on
So I just hit the kicks like a bong
Whether I'm right or I'm wrong
Motherfucker I'm strong
Boy I feel like King Kong
Destroying shit like King Khan
Knock a motherfucker out like ping pong

[Pre-Chorus]
Care about what I say, they could maybe raise our pay
But they don't give a fuck, they just wanna see us dead
They wanna see us sleeping in the streets, but we got no Z's like Jay
I think I need a doctor to solve the drama in my life like Dre
Care about what I say, they could maybe raise our pay
But they don't give a fuck, they just wanna see us dead
They wanna see us sleeping in the streets, but we got no Z's like Jay
I think I need a doctor to solve the drama in my life like Dre

[Chorus]
The shit got us confused, it never got us amused
The pills we got was abused, it got us getting seduced
Never cared 'bout what I produced, now I realise it was deduced
To a minimal by the motherfuckin' people who hate me
So I ask myself, "I wonder who made me"
Crawling in your head like some rabies
Bawling in your bed like a baby
But I'm the small kid in the city, I don't need that shit but maybe...

[Verse 2]
We can get a new coat
Maybe get them ex smoking motherfuckers a brand new throat?
But fuck no, you ain't gon' give us anything
For our deals and meals that we gave, but anyway
You just gon' pretend to not understand what we sayin' like Emiway
I'd pick the peace and life over war and fire anyday
But you'd choose the way of destruction
Them pills got seduction
Never cared about my production
Now I realise the deduction
I wonder who wants me dead?
So I ask myself, "Who wants to cut off my legs?"
I'm thinking in my motherfucking head
Next thing you know, I'm bawling in my bed
I don't wanna diss people but it means I'm ballin' ahead
But I'm the small kid in the city, we ain't never got no 'peds
We only got the trouble with the feds

[Pre-Chorus]
Care about what I say, they could maybe raise our pay
But they don't give a fuck, they just wanna see us dead
They wanna see us sleeping in the streets, but we got no Z's like Jay
I think I need a doctor to solve the drama in my life like Dre
Care about what I say, they could maybe raise our pay
But they don't give a fuck, they just wanna see us dead
They wanna see us sleeping in the streets, but we got no Z's like Jay
I think I need a doctor to solve the drama in my life like Dre

[Chorus]
The shit got us confused, it never got us amused
The pills we got was abused, it got us getting seduced
Never cared 'bout what I produced, now I realise it was deduced
To a minimal by the motherfuckin' people who hate me
So I ask myself, "I wonder who made me"
Crawling in your head like some rabies
Bawling in your bed like a baby
But I'm the small kid in the city, I don't need that shit but maybe...

[Verse 3]
I could improve this life, maybe I can choose what's right
Maybe to choose the lights, even a scooter fight?
Nah, fuck that, I wanna help the others
Who been there since the start, like a brother
But I grew up all alone, so no-one deserves this fucking loan
So maybe I'll do this on my own
Sitting down on my gold throne
I remember that this is my town, and I should give it what I owe
Listen, bro
I grew up the big boy on the block
But then in my later years I became the small kid in the city
Dark-skinned, white kid, the haters sucked my cock
The bitches wanna fuck me, but I turned them down, what a pity
I grew up the big boy on the block
Things change though, I'm feeling like these bitches ain't in my range, though
I don't even wanna flex in a Range Rov'
I just wanna fit in, somethin' I never done befo'
Them bullies dropped my ass to floor
I just wanna change up my flow
In life, but you gotta think twice
To my first rendition
To my people, I love you and hug you
To my haters, fuck off and jump off a fucking bridge
Nah, nah it's a joke, it's a joke
Look how far I've come in a year, I never thought I'd get here
I came with the sharp bars like a spear
But now I look into the mirror
And I get the pen and paper as my gear
I'm a lyrical superhero, near
The top of the competition
I've made careers and ended them
I made C$, NoName, Reddy, anyone
Ended Yamu, LuKey, any dunce
Who wanna fuck with me, listen to the fucking pleas
Of the children in your basement, and make an arrangement
You have better things to do than diss a kid
You know you're more tempted to kiss a bitch
And I never thought that I'd get rich
I'm not, but I might be in seven years
I'll see you then bitch, with my fucking Henn' and tears
Tried to fit in as a kid, never did
But I hope my message lives on
You should make the beat hit strong
Make sure to fix the kick if the kick's wrong
Don't care about your drip, or
Anything else, I wanted a feature with Royce
But that's not gonna happen, and it's not up to choice
I'm just not big enough
An Album For a King, December, not a bluff