as if closeness is a cure
in the stories people touch each other
in the bathroom, in the supply closet, under
a blanket or through latex, leather. collared
& splayed. begging — as if touching’s
the thesis. in the stories a whole fist.
hands everywhere. skewered at both ends until
a last shudder saves the day. then pull up the sheets
& drift, satisfied, into forgetting. meanwhile
everyone i love is going extinct.
i turn on the lights
& elsewhere a massacre. elsewhere a school:
rubble again. a prison. dogs split apart in the heat.
meanwhile things keep being what they are.
so. how else to get touched. but admitting: this hurts
everywhere, it hurts it hurts.
SM was written by Franny Choi.
Franny Choi released SM on Mon Nov 20 2017.